say yes mean no

We all long for a peaceful time.
We all long for fun.
We all long for acceptance and sympathy.
We all long for silence and noise.

We are disputed.
Never exactly knowing what we want.
Only realizing it when it is gone and too late.

We want to feel warm.
Safe and around the people we like.
We want to hang out with friends.
We want to be away from our friends.
We want to stay with our family.
We want to leave our family.

We say we don´t miss them.
But we miss them.

We say we can live without them.
But a part of us will be gone with them.

Say yes mean no.
Say no mean yes.

Can we be honest with ourselves?
Or are we lying to us ?

Is the image we see in the mirror really us?
Or is it just an illusion?